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Name: Chelsea
Country: United States
State: Wisconsin
Metro: Fond du Lac
Birthday: 3/24/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: Tae kwon do, bell choir, work, swimming, stage crew, showband, french horn.
Expertise: nothing really.
Occupation: merchandise associate.
Industry: Tjmaxx
Message: message me
AIM:  Grayizzle24
Member Since:
9/3/2005
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| I love life. Everything can be so perfect at times, and theres times when you feel completely at ease.. and then everything turns around. funny how that happened to me. This year wasn't the best. I'll admit that. But good did come of it.. i can honestly say i've changed for the better. I've made that difference in my life. And ever better, i keep getting more and more ppl saying i've made a difference in theres. and for some reason, that makes all this bad shit ok. This summer has been amazing. I wouldn't trade it for anything else. I've worked a lot. But i love work. I know sometimes i complain about my job.. but the ppl that work there are simply amazing. I've met my best friends there as well as my worst enemies! Country USA was simply amazing as well. I bonded with someone that i never knew i would. Freshmen year i met her.. and we got along right away.. but then we just stayed on the same level of friendship for some time.. and now i fell like we'll have a friendship thatll last a lifetime! Or at least until we get all our cats rounded up.. lol. Nothing much else has really happened. ppl are leaving.. which makes me sad, yet happy because they're moving on to better their lives.. kinda like i wish i could.. | | |
| i'm now 17.. good for me.. | | |
| someone told me something the other day, and it made me think. Are ppl just afraid of being too happy? Because honestly, at this very moment, i'm happy. I wish i could shout to the world that i'm happy. But yet i'm afriad to because to much bad shit goes on all the time. Maybe if everyone could just accept their happiness. Because there is not one person out there that has absoluetly nothing going for them... there's always that one thing that you have control over, and that if you choose to, you can be happy! I met this guy, well i didn't really meet him, he just kinda fell into a situation that was already complicated. And honestly, it's probably one oft he best most unexpected things that has ever occured in my life. He's probably my best friend.. and maybe some day he'll be more, but there's no rush.. which is nice.. no pressure, everythingw ill just happen. Friends are great, i'm realizing that the ppl you have known forever.. well you never truely know someone, unless you let them know you first. I've been best friends with someone for about 5 years now, and i realized i don't know them at all. But the person that has stuck it out for 12 years.. well i know them better.. and the one person i could consider probably my best friend ever.. well i was a freshmen when i met them.. so i've decided that you expect the unexpected, don't let your guard down all the way, but put your heart on the line.. you might meet someone you never knew was there. So right now Brianna's on here way over.. and my little brother is going out for the day.. i'm pretty stoked.. It's gunna be a good week, i can tell... 3/16/08 | | |
| so right now idk what ot write, i'm thinking of doing a long entry.. but for now i'm gunna keep in short because i want to go spend time with my family. I met this boy, he's older than me.. and we know we can't date. Yet we talk whenever we can, and idk, he gets me, he understands that my mom doesn't let me do a lot anymore because she doesn't trust me, and he understands that sometimes other friends come first. And i get him. He knows how much i've been hurt, and instead of digging further, he accepts everything.. he doesn't get scared that i won't like him anymore.. we don't have to say it. but i think we'll always be friends. As for another person in my life. I need some answers... but you're not willing to give them to me.. but the biggest question is.. Do you think of me as a friend, or jsut another person? if yes, what has changed? that's all for tonight.. i kinda wanted to be off the computer about a half hour ago.. <333 chelsea 2/17/08 | | |
| HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! It took a long time.. and alot of tears. But i think 2008, is going to be a year to remember. No regrets.. no fears.. And if people don't like this idea.. it's just to bad, because i can't change that past.. 2007 was tough.. but i'm glad it's behind me.. and this is my new start.. it's official!!!! 1/2/08 | | |
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